Untitled .. for my Abd ..

he makes me laugh and smile

at the unfunny things,

he makes me angry and unspoken

for no reason whatsoever,

he told me that he loved me

but now I know,

he was nothing more than a jerk

hard to say it actually,

long time ago my heart was free
loved flowed like a river,
lost my loves through drownin
this I could never figure,

surrounded my broken heart
by the strenth of a building,
hard and strong never to be climbed
cus its pretty high and tall,

he makes me cold and lonely

cus he has made a hole with my love,
now the cracks are beggining to show
and please look at me awhile,

I’ll give him this fire

so he could feel the warmth beneath my skin,
I hope its not too late
and completely fallen apart,

I want to give him heaven

but he gives me hell,

deserve much more sadness
cus he loved that bitch too,

its no wonder I lost him

although I’m feeling desperate,
and I know

I would be better without him,

each and everyday

I think it’ll never be done,

cus my heart will never tire

until I get what I desire,

but now I see all my wrongs

I want to reach my past,

the most stupid thing in a life

I still love him.